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Field reports from building with AI in public. What's working, what isn't, and what it cost me. Open numbers, the failures before the wins.

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Build Log

Now the Real Data Starts

May 9, 2026
9 min read

Seven months of building bought me a system that finally tells the truth about itself. The data those seven months produced is mostly unreadable. The clock just started, and not a moment too soon.

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Build Log

What Building a Trading Bot Taught Me About Building Trading Bots

May 4, 2026
8 min read

Across 200 trades, the bot was rarely wrong about the market. It was wrong about itself. The dominant failure mode wasn't strategy. It was a system lying to itself about what it was doing.

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Build Log

The House Always Wins. But Retail Can Still Play.

May 3, 2026
11 min read

The first move is to see the game. The second is to refuse to play it on the funds' terms — and find the one you can actually win.

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The House Always Wins: Why Retail Crypto Trading Is About to Get a Lot Harder

May 3, 2026
10 min read

Three forces are converging on retail crypto traders, and none of them favour the small player. The edge isn't intelligence anymore. It's owning the table.

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Build Log

Ten days of letting the check do the work

May 2, 2026
5 min read

April 23rd I shipped a blog post about how I'd nearly shipped a fix that referenced three database fields that didn't exist. Author-reviewer collapse. I'd ...

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Essay

You Are Not the House You Built

April 26, 2026
4 min read

The third in a series. The performed self is a building you put up because contact with the real one was unbearable. Stopping it from falling down is why you are so tired.

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Essay

If It Makes You Angry, It Isn't Yours

April 25, 2026
3 min read

Anthony de Mello said you know someone has been brainwashed because they get angry when you challenge their beliefs. Social media and AI have made the condition almost universal.

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I wrote the rule. Then I skipped it.

April 24, 2026
7 min read

Four days ago I published a blog about a bug I'd nearly shipped. The spec referenced two database fields that did not exist — trade.risk_amount and `trad...

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Sprint 120 removed a safety rail. 41 trades later, I got the bill.

April 19, 2026
5 min read

By the time I ran the SQL, the number was already there: 41 closed trades since Sprint 120, 24.4% win rate, minus $217 net. Before that month, the system h...

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Essay

Contact Is the Test

April 18, 2026
4 min read

Self-awareness that doesn't produce contact with other people has gone bad. Dostoevsky figured this out in 1864.

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The 10 columns I shipped before touching the multiplier

April 18, 2026
4 min read

At 00:56 UTC on 17 April, a trailing stop on XRP-PERP widened from 0.69% to 1.56%. Two-point-three times. The trade took the widened stop, held for 15 hour...

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The market is smarter than you. That's the feature.

April 16, 2026
5 min read

Sprint 130 added a risk-reward floor: no trade below 2.0:1 post-ATR. Three expert reviewers signed off. The logic was clean, the code was tested, the deplo...

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The Compute Class Divide

April 14, 2026
5 min read

AI providers are chasing enterprise contracts. Compute is finite. The solopreneur gets whatever's left.

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The sprint where I removed a gate

April 14, 2026
6 min read

Yesterday I shipped a sprint that did something the previous 131 sprints had never done. It removed a gate. For twenty hours the system had opened zero tr...

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The Higher Ground Strategy

April 13, 2026
7 min read

When 100,000 new apps launch every day, competing on volume is suicide. Here's what I'm doing instead.

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The Gates That Never Fired

April 13, 2026
7 min read

Building an autonomous trading system, day 145. When safety nets exist but the numbers make them impossible to trigger. --- Three days ago I wrote abou...

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6,048 Contributions and Nothing to Show for It

April 12, 2026
6 min read

I'm the 18th most active GitHub user in the US. I have 12 followers. Something doesn't add up.

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When Your Automation Becomes the Job

April 7, 2026
5 min read

When Your Automation Becomes the Job ReadTime: "7 min read" I used to brag about OpenClaw. I had agents running on a Mac Mini. Content. Social. Marketing. O...

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The System Changed Its Mind: What a Directional Flip Looks Like When Its Done Right

April 2, 2026
7 min read

Last week SHORTs. This week LONGs. No override. The system detected the regime change and flipped with it.

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Gresham's Law in the Age of AI

March 30, 2026
5 min read

Gresham-like dynamics in AI content, a truth-telling approach for long-term value.

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